I agree with my Husband.

I know a shocker I am Posting a blog. I know my Husband can be quite the character always full of talk and I Have to admit when he gets talking to me about weird things it just goes in one ear and out the other, But I have to agree with him on this one I believe its time that we go back to school and we need change. I know we would be able to manage on his income and kids would be taken care of at daycare as long as I am a full time student then we are covered, James is worried about going back at an older age, Me. I’m just afraid of going back, heck its been 6 years since we graduated, Yes i have taken a few college courses, But I don’t think my heart was in the right place.  As a mother I Now know It’s not about my future any more its also about my Childrens and my husbands future. I think this time I am ready to commit to the next step in life. James and I Have our fare sare of hard months (Daycare is killing us) and  good months, but that is not good enough for me  I want steady and comfort . Not having to worry How are we going to pay bills . I want to beable to have that beautiful house with awhite picked fence with a swing set where I can sit on the porch and watch my children play. James remember we started out in a little studio in someones basement,  We found out we were pregnant and we moved up in life we went to having nothing at all to a wonderfull apartment where our children go to daycare and we have great jobs, all we need is to take one more step foward. I know we can have bigger and better things.  All we need is the encouragment and faith from one another, But in all reality we will never beable to have that dream if we don’t start now, If we dont take that step forward all we are going to do is keep telling our selfs we will do it later. We’ll guess what? later never comes.  There is no greater time then the present.  I have done a lot of research and Found I can go to the Bellingham Technical College  go to school for 2 years get in to the Dental Field as a Dental Hygenist. I Would start in January, For the Winter semister. I like working at the bank don’t get me wrong, but I just dont Believe this is what I wnat to do for the rest of my life. Working for the bank is one of the best things I have done ( Thank you nanny for helping me get here). But I know its not what I love doing. My heart is just not in it. I think I can go back to school get my degree, work and then support my husband while he gets his degree. I think its time for some change. All we have to do is take that first step. Set the fear’s aside and just do it.